I coughed up a butterfly the other day, much to my surprise. I didn’t even recognize it, didn’t even know its name. I asked it who it belonged to and it couldn’t even tell me. Did it forget? How long…
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I Can’t Risk It Anymore
So much of it lost, so much of it stolen. I don’t know that I would call it recklessness, I was just trying to… live. To live the way I wanted to. Like others so easily do. To trust, to…
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My Choir Has Gone Silent
Rings upon rings upon increasingly dark rings, I spiral downward toward the edge of existence, guided by the trembling hands of a sickly puppet master. There used to be a charming musicality to the passing of time, but my choir…
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I Used to Know What Love Was
It’s been fifteen years since I began my path of self-discovery. I’ve always tried to know myself better, to understand why it is I do the things I do, why I say the things I say, why I tell the…
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The Flames Have Gone Out and the Ashes Have Settled
Is this it? I thought I’d already been here so many times before, but now I know the truth. I wish I didn’t. You can’t be here while you’re struggling. So long as there’s despair, there’s life. If the pain…
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Green Rooftops
I have found a new apartment I really like. It is spacious and beautiful. A bit noisy, but I have decided to power through the screams. Its potential seems worth it. I have moved into a new apartment I really…
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I Will Die on This Hill
I will die on this hill, Even if sad and alone, But having listened to my heart. I will die on this hill, Whether foolishly or not, Never having lost my faith, And in so doing retaining my self. I…
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Someday I Will Read This to You
I had thought that all the shadows cast over my heart would suffocate it, hinder its ability to love. It took time and a lot of hard work to make it so every new shadow only nurtures it. Breathes new…
