I’m starting to think that maybe there’s something wrong with me. I’m starting to think that maybe I think and behave inappropriately for my age because of how other people my age think and behave.
Not to sound like an asshole, but most people my age seem so immature to me. Hell, a lot of people older than me seem immature to me. I meet new people and they seem nice and I like being around them, but then I find out more about them, specifically about the way they think, and I can’t help but feel disappointed and lose hope in them.
Sure, we have our laughs when we’re together and we get along well, but at the end of the day, they’re still shallow and immature and that just makes me sad, because I feel cheated. I feel cheated into having fun with people I don’t really like, in a way. Or maybe I should just learn to overlook certain flaws, because no one’s perfect, neither am I. Well, come to think of it, “perfect” doesn’t really exist, it’s a relative term; but I digress.
My high expectations are my biggest flaw. That being said, I don’t know whether I should feel sorry for myself, or for the people around me. Maybe both.
Or maybe I’m just bitter and uptight. Bah, I hate you all!