Down the barrel and into your eyes I stare, Oblivious to how the hours melt, Acutely aware of how our bodies meld, You stare back to glimpse my heart laid bare. “Why are you smiling,” you frown naively. Engulfed in…
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She Loved Roses
She loved roses, so I buried her among her favorite ones. Hundreds of petals for each memory we made together. Hundreds of thorns for each fight we had. Countless tears over a grave of one that holds two. You are…
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Cherry
It’s 12AM and Cherry’s finishing up her shift at the bar where she works. Her sister hasn’t been answering her texts since 7PM and she hasn’t been answering her calls either. It wouldn’t be the first time her abusive boyfriend…
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If You Do Too
Can’t believe it’s been a year and a half since I last published something in this series. I wrote this chapter 8 months ago, but I’m just now publishing it – not sure why I kept it stashed for so…
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I Wanted to Wish You a Happy Birthday
Hey P, happy belated birthday! I wanted to wish you happy birthday on the day itself, but I didn’t want to risk tainting it in any way. It makes me sad to think hearing from me would ruin your mood,…
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Year Ten
Another year gone by and here we are again at Clueless HQ, 10 years since I first started this blog and almost 3 years since its revival. This place has been a lot more active in the past year and…
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Rot
I pushed you away because I knew I could’ve been full with you, and I can’t allow that to ever happen. Who am I without misery? What am I worth if I’m not tortured? “Colors are only ever true in…
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Full
I thought we were two halves of the same moon, and in my heart I still believe we are. You always said our timing was wrong and I always thought it was us who were wrong. Not for each other,…